Para sa iyo…

Originally posted on:
01 October 2007


***WARNING:
This will contain long and really sappy text. Not for the grouchy, jaded, bitter and those without any capacity for tenderness. I hope I made myself clear. Walang sisishan…


Recently, on a rainy night, the phenomenal dyosas had another gathering (more of a feast, actually) at the very magical kingdom of Matimtiman.

One of the dyosa’s magical tales made me reflect on how I show my appreciation for my friends and family. Especially now that I have been going through a lot, I would like to say “Salamat. Galing sa iyo ang lakas ko. Para sa iyo ito.”

For you...
Whose face i always see, high or low times. Thanks for bringing up angels who prayed that I might find my toad prince, who make me greeting cards, and who remind you to bring only low-salt food for me.

For you…
Who I never thought I could be really good friends with at the start. For your regular text messages. For showing interest by doing your own internet research about lupus. It’s been really helpful. For showing that you care.

For you…
Who never fails to give me pep talks. For making me realize that the Higher Being is really good, and that there will always be an endless abundance of loaves and fishes.

For you…
Who I know I can always count on, through thick and think. Whether I have the Class 4 Topak, since I know that you are topak yourself. Salamat, harhar!

For you…
Who made me realize that I can have a really good male friend. For trying to be my pimp. Sana maging successful ka, soon. Who told me that that when you’re 50, I should be 51. (liar! Magka-age tayo! Hahaha). By the way, I intend to live until I’m 70.

For you…
For being honest and telling me that you don’t know anything about lupus, but will continue to pray for me. Despite the distance, I know that you care. Tagal ng pinagsamahan eh. Thanks for your tips about going herbal and natural. By the way, I always drink yakult hehehe.

For you…
Who told me that life is indeed unfair. I greatly appreciate that, having someone tell me that my feelings (however irrational they may seem), are valid. Salamat sa bandana tips. By the way, I cut my hair really short.

For you…
Who taught me about medidation, healing oneself and visioning. It actually works! I hope you maintain your so-called “inner peace”.

For you…
Who, despite the distance, have conveyed your support through your blog. It made me cry. Hindi… ngumawa ako, ate! Sobra akong touched. Salamat! You have a gift with words. You should write a book… seriously!

For you…
Who never fails to make me laugh everytime we chat. Thanks for your tip about bodybuiling and steroids. My next goal: to become the next Jackie Lou Blanco! Hahaha!

For you…
And your inspirational stories about your sick sister. You gave me an insight on how it is to be on the other end, how it is to be a caregiver. You’re very strong. Your sister is lucky to have you.

For you…
Who never fails to show you care through food! Salamat, donya! Wag mo akong masyadong patabain hehehe. Palaguin ang business!

For you…
For the donya who braves the rain and the mountains just to attend the videoke party at my place. Next time, dapat kumanta ka.

For you…
Who even with your “bulutong” finds time to visit me. Thanks for being my vanity partner, mare.

For you…
Who told me that I can always count on you in times of need. I know that and I am indeed grateful.

For you…
Who volunteered to carry me up the stairs for a dvd marathon. Di ko kakalimutan yan, especially now that I have arthritis hehehe.

For you…
Who called and told me that although you don’t reply to my messages, that I am always in your thoughts. Salamat lagi sa mga medical advice eversince. You’re a real great doctor.

For you…
Who told me that you will always be there, and that I can count on you. A lot has changed. A lot of things happened. New relationships emerged. Old friendships were broken. But I know that there will be a special bond between us. Former alcoholics eh hehehe.

For you…
Who told me to “hold on”. Salamat. I didn’t expect you to read my emails. I know how crowded your inbox is. Salamat din, at sa akin mo ibebenta ang high tech DSLR mo hehehe.

For you…
Who gave me a lot of prodding and motivation to excel in what I do. Who never fails to remind me that I can do much more. Salamat, mother. You deserve all the good things in your life. Kisses to your new angel.

For you...
My colleague, my captive nurse, my kindred spirit. Salamat! Let’s take care of ourselves. Life is short, let’s live life. Let’s love life. Magpakita ka naman minsan.